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Friday, July 10th, 2009
4:40 am - long time coming....
Hi.

Lots to say.


First and most important
Michael Jackson.
What a fucking asshole.
He had to be stubborn. Because of this, I believe, he died.
I miss him.
I grew up on his music with my mom
I remember in Texas (the first time) when I was a kid having the neighbors over because MTV was playing a Michael Jackson video marathon or a live concert.
I remember the Heal the World concert. I remember watching Moonwalker.
My mom doesn't remember Moonwalker.
I watched it recentley.
Damn I forgot how much fun he was.
I am heartbroken.
When he died, that Saturday it hit me hard. I couldn't stop crying.
This is the reason I came up with.
As a musician, I've never lost one.
Sure actors have died that I thought was sad but this.
Most people probably don't appreciate his music
Some of the songs he wrote were fucking right on.
Lyrically and musically.
Never will there be another like him. Music lost something trully irreplaceable.



Other notes...
I moved out again.
I live in historic Oregon City, Oregon.
Awesome.
I live with my boyfriend Mikey.
It's a nice place too. For me it is. It's good to be on my own again.

Work is still good.

I met some old friends again on facebook. Awesome.
I am bad at keeping in touch.
I feel like you want to talk to me. Come over and do it. Stupid big country.

My brother got married on July 4th. I was a groomsmen. I wore a pink dress. Been a long time for that. Cory (my brother) was impressed. I made Mikey wear a suit. He looked so handsome. Damn can he wear a suit. He had a pink tie to match my dress :)
I am happy for Cory and Kim. She is really nice. I hope they will be happy for a long time.

Sad news..
I haven't written a new song in about two years. Don't get me wrong, music is not the problem. Lyrically, however, nothing. I learned a cover of Smooth Criminal. Puppy Spunk! style. Hopefully when fall hits I'll have something to say. Always get inspired during the fall.
I am working on a cd though. Just trying to get it to sound good. My goal is to record a cd and send it to Loveless Records by the end of the year. Whether or not something comes of it I don't care. I would just like to know what they think.
My dad is really into my music. That for me is all I need. :) I know I am damn good now.


Anyway..
Enough is enough
Much love
And may the King be moonwalking wherever he is.


-little rikki

current mood: mellow
current music: Michael Jackson- Tabloid Junkie

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Wednesday, January 28th, 2009
9:48 am - Another year has passed....
So it's been a while.
As always.

Got me a new computer.
No more stupid, slow ass piece of shit.

Not to much going on.

Still working at Target
Still love working at Target.

Norville is still a fatty.

I can't believe it's been almost a year since I've been in Texas
I miss it so much
I miss the people. Hi JJ! :)

It's been cold.

We had a bunch of snow for Christmas.
That was cool.
Only missed a day of work.
I was sick anyway, plus the day I called out the truck couldn't make it to the store anyway.
So yay me.
I got to spend time with my sister.
I had to baby sit her when she first got here though.
She took too much xanax on the plane. She was fucked up.
Pissed me off. Oh! I've never been so mad.
She took a dive at the airport.
She tripped over the huge ass conveyor belt for luggage.
Stupid bitch.
After all that though, she was awesome.
She got me into guitar hero so I had to go out and buy a playstation and guitar hero.
I'm a bit better than her
She's been playing for a year
I've been playing for a month.
Love it though. I think it'll help with my guitar playing
I wrote a new song. It's sounds a bit different (in my opinion) to what I usually play.
Since I live with my parents now I can't get inspired, so I have no lyrics for it yet

In Texas I played at a bar called Tripps and my friend Atheena has a public access show.
She came and taped me and it aired this year. A guy saw me on there and loved me.
It's awesome to have someone that enjoys what I do. The music I make.
I take my music seriously. I have some songs that I can't believe I wrote because they are so perfect musically and lyrically. It feels good to create something that's beautiful and just freaking awesome.

I need to update my band site. I will soon.
I need to start recording again as well. Since I have a new computer it shouldn't be so retarded to do.

Anyway. I think that's it. I miss everyone and hope everyone is well.

Much love,


-little rikki

current music: The Fray- You Found Me

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Monday, August 25th, 2008
6:37 am - This is why!
To the song of Metisse- Nomah's land (Really)

Set up-
Guy wants to be a girl
Gets killed with a heel in the head (watch for more info)
Daisy = Reaper

*Scene*
Daisy and guy walking into a church (he wanted to, one last time)
-Guy
You bastard!
-Daisy
"Stan?"
'Him grabbing for the bible but missing cause he's dead'
-Guy
"You hippocritical, no good, backstabbing, judgemental."
"You said we're all God's children?
Except for freaks?
Except for me?
You!
'grabbing for bible'
You do it!?
-Daisy
I can't, I won't
-Guy
Just help me
-Daisy
I'm sorry, I can't
-Guy
Why would God do this to me?
-Daisy
Do what?
Have you die this way?
-Guy
No, Have me live this way
God doesn't love all creatures Daisy
-Daisy
I think you should pray Stan?
-Guy
I will forgive him
But I want him to tell me that he's sorry first

Kids break church window with brick
Daisy runs to the front door
-Daisy
"God's watching you!
He saw that!
You'll pay for that!
Stan?
*whispers* Stan?
Daisy goes to pew and kneels
"Blessed art thou amongst women"
End

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6:11 am - Fuck that shit they can blow me
EXPLAIN TO ME WHY DEAD LIKE ME WAS CANCELLED?!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Fuck the movie and if it goes well episodes will resume.

Assholes.

Dead Like Me deserves to last forever.
Did I mention assholes?


-little rikki

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Friday, August 8th, 2008
6:17 pm - My god.. get a kittie, get three.... you'll live forever
Skittles turned 8 today.
Gray, grumpy, bastard... :)
He got some ice cream.
Damn.. so cute.

So here is what happened..

My nephew got this thing you twirl and it flys around.
It's a stick with propellers on top.
I did it.
It fell behind the counter, hit Skittles on the back
He freaked out
Sid freaked.
Sid spilled the crunchies and water everywhere.
Norville then stepped in the water twice.
It was.......retarded.

Talk about being special.
Schpecial...

Also I think Norville is gay.
So three cats.
One is a grupmy old man
One loves you one second then wants to rip your hand off the other
and one is fat and possibly gay
Life is never boring around here :)

Anyway, that's the post for today
All about the kittie's

Much love,

-little rikki

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Thursday, July 31st, 2008
2:40 am - guess what?
My nephew is retarded
Don't care if you're five years old :)

His new phrase is Guess what?
Seriously.
My mom stupmed him a few times on that.
The expression on his face. Fucking priceless.

Went to my aunt and uncle's for a barbecue
My cousin lives there too. (mother of my nephew)
I hung out with my aunt and uncle.

Jennifer (my cousin) seemed to just be waiting till a guy friend of hers got there.
So... pretty much, the whole night, I shot darts with my uncle.
His day off.
Also shot with my aunt. Love her. It was fun.
He was happy to have someone to drink with.
I was happy to oblige.

It was just rude I thought.
Honestly, didn't care.
I had a blast hanging out with Uncle Doug.


Oh yeah.
Got a job a Target.
Only thing available and for hire.
Overnight stocking.
Nice.
So, hopefully to start next week, but I have to pee in a cup tomorrow.
That and background check takes about five days.
Don't think I'll make orientation by Monday.
If not the week after next I start.
Awesome.
Unemployment kicks in Monday so not to worried about it.
Much love


-little rikki

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Monday, July 28th, 2008
1:20 am - dolphins are assholes...
It's been a while...
A couple small things and then a recap of a few things going on...

Music.
Elbow.
Freaking awesome.
Ryan Adams cover of Wonderwall.
Freaking awesome.
Haunting.

Comedy.
Saw this guy's special on comedy central. (Kirk Fox)
My god. Really put things into perspective.
Check out Cars and Sea Lions.
http://www.comedycentral.com/comedians/browse/f/kirk_fox.jhtml


Now for some business..
Still don't have a job. I have unemployment thanks to Texas.
Not that I'm not looking. I've lost out to two interviews and no one is hiring. Get the runaround with, we're not hiring right now but please keep calling. Stupid. I have hope though.

Went to the beach with my grandma, aunt and parents. We threw rose petals where my grandpa had his ashes dumped. It's been seven years since I've done that. It was nice. Ate at the Pig N Pancake in Seaside. I'll tell ya. I forgot how cool Seaside is. That have shops, an arcade, a carousel, a tilt-a-whirl and the beach. I'll have to spend sometime down there.
A couple weeks ago, we dumped my grandpa's (mom's side) ashes at his favorite fishing spot. A smaller beach on Sauvie Island. He got sick and died right after my dad's retirement. I can't help but feel responsible for that. I was sick. The day after the retirement I got really sick. I just wonder if it was me.
My mom helped alot with her mom going through his things, getting rid of crap. She's having a yard sale this weekend over there.


Mikey is moving here in September. It'll be nice to have him around.
I miss Texas. It hurts sometimes thinking about it. I mean I pretty much worked and drank but what the hell else is a 24 year old suppose to do.

Anyway, nothing else to report. Really. I don't do a damn thing.
Once I get a job, I'm going to start looking for open mics around here. Start playing, meeting people.

Oh yeah!
Randi is coming here December 20th. I can't wait to see her. I miss her.

Alright, miss and luv everyone.
Hi JJ :)


-little rikki

current mood: amused
current music: comedians giving commentary on dumb criminals

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Saturday, July 12th, 2008
5:25 pm
stupid cat

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Sunday, June 29th, 2008
3:11 pm - grenades and more greandes
So....
Interesting couple of days.

My grandpa died a couple months ago, so my mom and grandma were going through his stuff.
He collected guns and they found two grenades and a mortar shell
Hilarious...
So my dad called the cops the other day and they came over.
Then they called edu, guys that handle that stuff.
The grenades were dead but they weren't sure about the mortar shell. Fucking hilarious man.
They also took all the ammo.
I however got to keep one gun
It's a japanese World War II rifle.
Imagine, this gun killed americans. I have it. It's creepy. I love it.
He also had a bunch of knives. My mom gave me one. The damn thing isn't even an inch long.
If I stabbed someone it's be like a mosquito bite. It's awesome. Good to have protection if I ever get mugged. :)

The five year old nephew is staying with us for the week. He's so cute. So it'll be an interesting week.

Was watching squidbillies. Oh my god. Was watching the episode where Dan Halen was testing his cologone and it was melting the skin of people. Then they had that little sheriff cutting his arm off to get it pointy to get food out of his teeth. The little sheriff arrested a fish and his car. I was hysterical. Damn, I love shit like that. Early Cuyler is freaking adorable. I want him.


Nothing else going on

I went to Tacoma, saw Clover Park, my old high school. It's weird. Being in the military when you move you usually never end up going back to where you lived.
Being back in Washington, it's just cool.

Waiting on word about a job at Starbucks. I hope I get it. Need a job.

That's it I miss everybody. I miss Texas.
Much love,


-little rikki

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Wednesday, June 4th, 2008
12:55 am - philosophy, what's in a name
Do you ever wonder if some of the thoughts you have are really yours?
A past life maybe, if you believe in such a thing.
In my rambling, I am wondering where the hell did that thought come from?
The shit that goes on in my head, the ideas, thoughts that are swimming in my head.
It's enough for me to wonder Am I crazy?
It's fascinating though. The idea of philosophy. The question of why.
Are there any more out there. I can't be the only one who loses sleep, or gets creeped by the mere thought of "I wonder, what how and why?"
Everything is so simple, yet so complicated. I don't understand.
Eh.... I think my brain will keep me lonely til the day I die.
It's hard to be here with someone else, when I am always there with my thoughts. I doubt there is a guy that has a rope for the over there me. Who can keep me thethered and be here with him, but also join me over there for the 'phantom tollbooth, I don't understand but this is freaking awesome side.'
Guess I need to get a dog and a watch huh...
Much love
Goodnight



-little rikki

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Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
6:04 pm - house hunting is hunted
Title doesn't make sense.
Eh.

We found a house.
We are officially not homeless
It's awesome.
We are expecting to move in next week.
I cannot wait.

Anyway, that's it.
Much love


-little rikki

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Sunday, April 27th, 2008
3:02 pm - Awww...Yeah!
So...
Mt. Rushmore was awesome.
Abe is hot.
I got pictures!
I got a lot of Abe stuff at the wax museum which was very interesting.
We are now in Spokane, Washington.
We will be in Portland tomorrow.
So happy.
Norville is happy too.
He's been such a good kittie, so have the other two.
They can't wait for this to be done though.
After tomorrow it's house hunting time.
We have to find the perfect grandparents house for my parents.
Anyway, Miss and love everyone.

-little rikki

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Thursday, April 24th, 2008
7:02 pm - stuck on the road
what's up pups!
So, we are in South Dakota.
We are going to Mt. Rushmore tomorrow
They have a statue of Lincoln I can make out.....I mean sit next to :)
So hot. It'll be fun.
We have about four more days on the road.
Thank god.
I love my parents but being on the road with only them for ten days is annoying.
I can't wait to get to Portland and call my sister or my friend Mikey.
Someone I can actually talk to.
Anyway, just letting you know how it's going.
The driving is good. I enjoy it. Time flies when you're driving.
I can't wait to get to sleep though
I miss all of you and wish everyone well.
Much love,


-little rikki

current music: Elbow- Grounds for Divorce

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Sunday, April 13th, 2008
6:24 pm - moving day
So,
Movers are coming tomorrow.
Chaos for sure
A ten day drive to Portland, Oregon
With two old people and three kitties
Going to suck
I just want to get there
For once to actually call Portland home and not have to leave in three months. So great
Much love to everyone and a note.
Stef,
I hope we can get together but I don't know.
To meet you would be an honor so it wouldn't be for lack of trying.

Much love indeed.....



-little rikki

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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
7:37 am - so this is what heartbreak feels like...........
So.........

Finally found tHe Drop
Online

Tis not to be anymore..

tHe Drop have disbanded..

First real heartbreak I've ever felt

I feel like I should have been consulted first..
Well...
At least they owe me that last cd...

tHe Drop
Loveless Records
New Horror Guidelines
Iceland
August 2007
R.I.P.

I'll enjoy their music forever and share with whoever may listen...
Much love to those guys
Much luck as well...




-little rikki

current mood: nostalgic
current music: My kittie sleeping

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Monday, March 24th, 2008
3:35 am - nothing to do but be bored....
stupid test things for my amusement and your annoyance


littlerikki is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.
N
POISON

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Here's a stupid thing for everyone to read


NICKNAMES: Little Rikki, Squirt (my dad gave me that one)
BIRTHDAY: March 20, 1984
ZODIAC: Here fishy fishy fish
HEIGHT: Five feet
EYE COLOUR: Hazel
HAIR COLOR: Blonde
HANDED: Righty
FROM: Home is Oregon
PETS: Kiity named Norville Barnes
FAMILY: Parents, twin sis, and stupid brother
PERSONALITY: obsessive, honest, shy, adorable
HOBBIES: Music, guitar, reading
LIKES: Music, movies, guitar, drinking in a bar
DISLIKES: Tom Cruise, assholes, feet
FAVORITE ACCENTS: British, Australian
FAVORITE ACTORS: Hugh Laurie, Vincent D’onofrio, John Cusack
FAVORITE ACTRESSES: Juliette Lewis
FAVORITE ANIMALS: Kittie related; Badgers(Capt. Steubing)
FAVORITE MUSIC: Mellower stuff
FAVORITE BOOKS: “A Prayer For Owen Meany”- John Irving; “Mein Kampf”- Adolf Hitler; Anything civil war related
FAVORITE CANDY: Mr. Goodbars
FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTER: Abraham Lincoln from Clone High USA and Cheeze from Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends
FAVORITE COLORS: Neon pink and Neon blue with black
FAVORITE COUNTRY: How would I know, I’ve only been to two
FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK: Sunday
FAVORITE DRINK: Coors light; mountain dew
FAVORITE FLOWER: Rose
FAVORITE FOODS: Steak; Sauerkraut; pizza; cantaloupe
FAVORITE GIRLS NAMES: Bethany; Juliette;
FAVORITE BOYS NAMES: Vincent; Kiefer; Atticus
FAVORITE HOLIDAYS: Halloween; Christmas
FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR: Triple chocolate
FAVORITE MONTH: October
FAVORITE MOVIES: Ginger Snaps Trilogy; Grosse Point Blank (Almost anything with John Cusack) Mister Roberts; Harvey; Gods and Generals; The Salton Sea
FAVORITE NUMBER: 21
FAVORITE PERSON: Abraham Lincoln
FAVORITE QUOTES: “Let us cross over the river, and rest under the shade of the trees”-General Thomas Jonathan “Stonewall” Jackson
FAVORITE SHOES: Etnies
FAVORITE SONGS: “Engine Driver”- The Decemberists; “Gold and Silver”- Stavesacre; “Don’t I Hold You”- Wheat; With or Without You”- Dope; “Hardly Wait”- Juliette Lewis
FAVORITE SPORT: No favorites but like hockey, baseball and skateboarding
FAVORITE THING TO DO: Listen to music while drinking a nice cold beer; play guitar
FAVORITE TV SHOWS: House; Law and Order: Criminal Intent; Dead Like Me; Family Guy; Still Standing

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Toilets
2. Falling
3. Failing
.

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. How to be happy
2. History
3. How to kill Mocrtsuie and get away with it

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (I am not at a desk)
1. Laptop
2. A book
3. Inhaler

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Dig up Abraham Lincoln’s grave and…… well you get the point ;)
2. Release an album and have Puppy Spunk! on the cover of Rolling Stone
3. Fall in love

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. Obsessive
2. Isolated
3. Eager

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Guillable
2. Isolated
3. Shy

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Swedish
2. Some Indian
3. Bank Robbing

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Eyeballs
2. Upper half
3. Lips

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Thighs
2. Butt
3. Feet (I hate all feet)



THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
1. I live in my head
2. I looked like an alien when I was born
3. I’m a perfect catch

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. Shit
2. Stupid kitty
3. What?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. Gettysburg
2. England
3. New York City





Tell me something...
How do you give up something that..
gives you comfort
that you crave
that you enjoy
that you think you need

Answer:
You can't or at least I can't
I'm too weak for that...
We all gotta die sometime, might as well go tasting Christmas


Anyway, back to character Sudoku
Much love,



-little rikki

current mood: cold
current music: Juliete Lewis and the Licks- Hardly Wait

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Thursday, March 20th, 2008
3:45 am - 91 weeks since my last update............and still nothing to say
Hello...
Been a while....


For starters I am in Georgia. I'll be here for the next month and then me and the parents are automobiling our way to Portland, Oregon.... yes, looking forward to that
It's not that I hate driving
Just that I hate other drivers
Plus I got a furball who adores me to contend with in the backseat.
If I haven't mentioned I got a cat two years ago
I came home from work and he was chilling in fron of my door
So I fed it and couldn't get rid of it
He's a black squishy, licking machine named Norville
Norville Barnes to be exact
Yes.... after Tim Robbin's character in the Hudsucker Proxy..
Trust me, it fits him purrfectly

Portland will be good
A chance to start fresh
Some new scenery will do me some good
Texas not so good to look at
I learned a lot in TExas
It was kind of like my high school
I learned alot about myself and people in general
I'll miss everyone but time to move on

Portland is where family is
Although it'll be weird
My grandpa just died
He died two days after getting back from here
My dad retired
30 years in the Air Force
Chief Master SergeantIt was a beautiful ceremony.
My dad's a heart breaker :)
At least my grandpa got to see that
It's sad.... getting older, everything changes
I don't like the changing part


I'll be 24 years old March 20th.
Technically speaking I'm probably already that old being born on the other side of the world
This is only the second birthday I've been away from my sister.
It's sad
No celebrating together, getting drunk together.
Happy Birthday to her!

So far that's it....
Oh,
The new Jimmy Eat World cd
Sucked.
That's sad
I just don't get it
Can't get into it
and for that band to make me feel that way
It just sucks
Bad Jimmy Eat World, bad


I'll post more later
As if anyone reads this crap

Updated my website (just lyrics)... too lazy to post link so copy and paste
www.geocities.com/puppyspunkmusic


Much love,
Miss everybody
I really do
I am just horrible at keeping in touch
I wish I could get everyone in one small box so I could keep them close


later,
-little rikki

current mood: lonely
current music: The Decemberists- Engine Driver

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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
3:17 pm
So...........


A lot to say


I moved to another apartment in March
Off of Perrin Beittel
I like it a lot better

I work at Tripps Humor Bar
Since March


For all those San Antons
I am playing a show Monday at 9pm at Tripps

It's right behind Bill Millers down Pat Booker
In front of Randolph AFB

My first bar show
I am nervous but really excited
I have so much confidence
It's amazing how much I haven changed, I love it

My anxiety took a turn for the worst last month
I was at work and stepped outside for some air
I sat down and couldn't "wake up"
A customer brought me into the bar and put me on the pool table
I could feel and hear everything that was going on
Let me tell you
Sternum rubs really hurt, jerks
Anyway they had to call an ambulance and that sucked
I was scared and confused
It was the lowest point of my life
I think I realized I had to help myself and take control of my disease
When I was restrained the a hospital bed
The doc said I had a dissociative episode brought on by my anxiety
Basically an out of body experience, split personality
I freaked when I looked it up
Because from the ambulance to being in the hospital I was completely different
I was violent and rude
I didn't know why
I'm tired of this thing controlling everything I do
Not anymore


Tomorrow is going to be a crap day
Norville is going in for a checkup and he is getting nudered
I then have a dentist appointment after I drop my little boy off
Then I have to work
Then pick him up
Then stay home and make sure he is alright


New song

The Weak

Verse 1:
These stars have fade away
A shell of a broken name
Worthless memories
Taste the glass of sweet sorrow

This life has died
The world's up for sale
No beauty here
Just a cold, empty home

Chorus:
Don't be like me
Don't be the weak
Regret's a price to pay
Just forget everything

Verse 2:
This soul's up fpr grabs
Please coin my eyes
Be the one to say
Good riddance, you poor soul

My hands are full of dirt
My flesh filled with rot
The candle flame has gone
And darkness, swallows me

Chorus:

Bridge:
I'm the weak
I'm the broken
I'm not everyone
But I am here to say

Chorus:


End


I wrote this after the hospital




I hope everyone is doing well
I miss everybody and think of you often
MWAH! so much
I squish all of you and give prayers to everyone


Much love



-little rikki

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Monday, March 13th, 2006
7:33 pm
Having a birthday party next Monday at the Pawn Pub
It's also my going away party.

Yep.
Leaving for Georgia April 15th.
Excited but happy to be leaving.

So much to do.

That's it.

Miss everyone. Really. Hope everybody is fine.
MWAH!

Much love,
-little rikki

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Monday, December 12th, 2005
6:14 pm
So...
I'm broke... even more broke than my lastr posts about being broke
three jobs and I can't keep up. dumb.
But christmas time will be good money. overtime pay.

Missed lots of work because I've been sick..

But.
I'm happy.
Content with my life.

Forgot to call Krista back.
Congratulations sweetheart!

My dad will be in town for a conference in January
So excited.
He's taking my sister and I to dinner, and he gets to meet Norville.
I'm really excited.

That's it.

Happy Holidays.
Miss everyone...

-little rikki

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